Monday, January 5, 2009

i m jst a human n human does have temper...

last sunday.. dat is yesterday... i had a bad mornin.... stg happen.. my mood is so SOo Sooo bad n evythg jst gone wrong.... n i suppose 2 sing dat mornin in church but i cant turn up.. n i wanted 2 say SORRY abt dat... i dunu y.. these days i jst feel moody.. n i gt angry vy fast.... even zhi yong oso i cant tahan him jst bcz he keep sayin he is bored wen he yam cha wif us.. pai se aa yong.. all these thgs.. i jst dunu y.. i feel fed up abt da thgs around me.. no study nw but i hv 2 do so many house work n my bro n sis did ntg.. i hv 2 cook lunch.. sweep floor.. mop.. but wen i say i dun wanna take those clothes outside bcz i m tired of doin these den i gt marah.. y m i jst da 1 2 do all these stupid stuff but they dun hv 2?? bcz i m da big sis??? SO WAT???! big sis need 2 eat they dun hv 2 eat la??!! so FED UP!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! n i find out dat.. even hw hard workin m i... there mst b sum1 2 complain... i reali dunu y.. i m so so so so so super tired of dat.. y there is nvr a person who appreciate..?? i m jst a human.... a normal 1.. nt perfect.. oki? y nobody understands me??? nobody knw hw i feel.. i dun understand... N.. i wanna tel u.. GAO... i m jst a human.. human does have temper.. n i marah bcz i reali reali reali reali cant stand... i try 2 control liao.. but it fails.. i m nt perfect.... i m nt a 1oo% marks christian n u'll nvr find a 1oo%christian.. so plz dun say me like dat in da comment.. thank u.. it is so fong ci! i jst wanna run away 4rm all these thgs.. n i hope 2 leave dis stupid place as fast as possible!!!!!!! dun wanna come bck.....!!!

10 comments:

Kelly said...

Dear Cia Cia,

We are all human being..This is God made us living in His creature.
Take break & take a deep breath, just talk to God by heart to heart. May God give you wisdom to overcome your burden & emotion.
God bless you richly

God Bless,
Kelly

Gao said...

fishy~~
don angry lah..
try think think..in this world gt hw many big sis??izzit big should suffer??do u ever think tat maybe samu cant go out to study??becos of financial problem..jst becos u r the oldest wan..so u get the chance to study...to get others advantages which samu don hav..
as yi tiao yu...
sao ti zu fan onli mah!sap sap shui lah~

and tat girl..
erm..
do u ever heard tat the computer u using is copy frm other company(apple)??
actually...copy is a...eh...erm...improvement!!and...erm...
成功必经之路。。
so leh....try dun think u r a human..
think u r a fish...
a fish...
a..
fishhhh....

†SAM† said...

what o??? tiba-tiba de.... hi all... yesterday i juz doing my homework... then tiba-tiba she write this thing.....

then i knw the answer... not my fault... u all wan knw the answer.. don wan tell u all!!!! Muahahahahaha.....

†SAM† said...

Ei!!! Gao.... what do u think.. y u say my sis can go i cant go hah?? If i don wan go is my problem lo.!!!.... Not finance problem.... Ok!!!! Pls don write what u donno!!!! THX!!!

Gao said...

....^^

Gao said...

hi samu~~~
ni hao suai wor~~^^

~大头Ci@^^ said...

xcuse me.. can u put on my shoe n try 2 thk at my jiao du....? i dun thk big sis should suffer cz there r stil ppl who can oso work... they r nt cacat.. n.. who say my bro cannot go 2 study??? plz dun act like u reali knw my family thg.. cz u dunu at all!! i din tel u n my bro too.. so.. stop imagine.. n copy is nt improving.. it is mao pai!!!! n i hate dat.. u din do hse work hw u knw??? n i m oni a human... nt fish.. sui ran ppl call me fish..n stop helpin dat gal 2 say hao hua.. if u reali wanna help her... dun tel me cz i reali dun wanna hear... understand??!

~大头Ci@^^ said...

thks kelly... i thk i jst over stress wif those thgs.. i wil try 2 talk 2 HIM... thanks a lot 4 ur caring!! i nid it..

Kelly said...

Dear Ciacia,

All of us has a very long narrow & wide journey to go for it. With God's faith, we shall walk in confidence ! Take Care ya sis..

God Bless,
Kelly

~大头Ci@^^ said...

wil de.. hehe..thks aa.. ^^