My life is full of lies, betrays, unfair, injustice, and all kind of shits happens in my poor suckin hell life... i dun gt it... y i hv 2 bear dis kind of suckin stuff? do i deserve dis????? y i alwas gt into da shit dat i didnt even do it?!!!! i hate being FITNAH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i reali HATE it!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i reali din do ba!!!!!!!!!!!!!! if i reali did i sure wil admit it... 敢做敢当ma!!!!! wat 2 fear of??!! i hate my life!!!!!!!! i truely hate it!! y i hv 2 live my life so pity????!! i reali dun understand!!
nobody wil understand hw i feel..
bt in da end of dis... i learn nt 2 trust... nt 2 b so gud 4 those who dun even worth it... learn nt 2 express myself 2 mch wen i m bu shuang... learn 2 bear da unfair...... learn 2 b tough like a damn hard rock.....
i wont chg my attitude 2 b fake like those fakers out ther.. i wont force myself 2 love da thgs i hate... wat 4?!!! i wont admit da thgs i din even do it...!!! i dun wanna care ppl 2 mch anymore bcz as hw much i care as hw mch it hurts..... i wil b independent...
Life is hard, live it hard!!
Friday, December 4, 2009
Life
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Monday, November 23, 2009
CaNon caMerA aaa~!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
finally!!!! it arrived jor!!!!!!! wu huu~!!! wait so long la.. 1 month stg lo!! stupid canon company....!! wahiahiahia.... i finally can hv my own CAMERA liao!!! YeAh!!!!!! hiehie..... i LOVE it much much!!!!!!! so damn expensive lo dis camera.... da thg i hated mst of canon is their service attitude lo...!! walao ehh!!! as a customer i hv da rgt 2 choose da camera bag i wan ma rite??? den ho.. i wan black wan ba... i dun wan red wan... hong dang dang like CNY de bian pao like dat.. u knw wat dat uncle says????! he say... no! gals take red guys take black.. if u wanna chg den chg wif ur fren.... wa!!! wat hell attitude is dis wo....?? huh!!! i buy myself new de bag lo.... hwever... wanna thk god 4 dis camera.. n i name it leng zai!!!! wahiahiahia!!! ^^
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Friday, November 13, 2009
toohless=sadness
nw den i knw hw toothless feels like.... damn ugly lo..... i HATE myself....!!! SOoo so so so so so so MUCH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! y my body so damn weak....??! i HATE it!!! if i din faint.. i wont lost my tooth.. den i wont hv 2 worry wher 2 gt $$$ to repair my stupid half-lefted tooth... I dun wanna wait til i bck labuan den repair lo... jst bcz labuan's dentist r cheaper... i REALI dun wan lo!!!! it's like hundered years 2 wait lo...!! da worst thg is my tooth hurts wen i m eatin.. sumtimes la.... i feel myself like ah ma lo.... 惨念... n i hv 2 do my presentaton tiam.... ai yer!!!! fan fan fan fan fan aa!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i scare ppl wil laugh at me wen i present lo... soBZz sob... aiZzzzz..... n i dun dare talk 2 ppl liao...... T.T hwever, i wanna thk my classmates 4 helpin me wen i fainted.....
toothless=sadness.... bt stil gt 1 thg 4 me 2 happy la.. haha!! ...stil stay besides me n care 4 me......... althg i bcum so ugly liao... so touch~! wahiahiahiahia!!!
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Thursday, November 5, 2009
SoaPa soAPa~
Goodness....! dis soapa soapa assignment reali drives me crazy!!!! i did da tracing in AI til 4.30 am lo..... hiahia... jst 2 design a soap box..... == Hiehie.. Thx God!! Yarshi say my presentation oki... bt they say my soapa looks like cigarette case.. poker box.. sum even say.... "C" box.... Zzz.... ==lll............ although vy xin ku doin soapa bt it's quite enjoyin too..... hiahia ^^
!!!*_FiGhtiNg_*!!!!
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Monday, October 12, 2009
Melaka
Lst weekends wen ther cz ah Loo's bday..quite fun..beautiful place.. nice food... crazy party theme....EnJOy it vy MCh~!!! thx Loo ^^
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Wednesday, October 7, 2009
Chee ChuOng gai ......
2day no lecture class.. so.. we go gai gai... wen 2 chee chuong gai n lawyat sing k... wu~~ we sing til vy high ma.. all super high pitch song nia.. wahahaha... bt den dunu y so tired nw.. hehe
dis restaurant ah xian gt intoduce 1 oo.. nice noodle! yam YaM..
aiZz... dis guy so kesian stand whole day ther jst 4 da parking sign.. =.=lll
dis is red box de buffet de dessert.. cute lehh? hiehie
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