我想..你真的比以前会想很多~
虽然你有时会失控
经过今天的谈话,我们彼此了解对方更多
我也会尽量改掉我的不好
你也要一样吖~
摊开来讲真的舒服很多
虽然你不浪漫
但是平淡的幸福也可以是很幸福的~
当然偶尔也要有些表示
只要你对我一条心
就足够了...
谢谢你让我成长~

其实你对我很好
你自己却不知道
真心地对我好
不要求回报
爱一个人
希望他过更好
在我心里暖暖的
你比自己更重要
~ <3 ~

T_T

房间空空的
尽管音乐开得多大声
我还是觉得心里也
空空的
好像少了什么；
每个人都在享受假期
但我留在这里似乎没意义
就算归家了
也会感到少了那把熟悉的声音


不知道是不是太习惯有你的陪伴
才让现在孤独的我觉得很孤单。。

TT_TT

u thk u knw me vy well? until u hv da right 2 judge me?
u thk u vy gud? until u can say abt others?
u thk u knw wat i m thkin? until u can say i m so barbarous?
u thk u r sincere enuf 2 pretend like ntg but actually hate me 4rm da nerves inside u?
u thk u r nt fake enuf 2 act like u r nt critizin me bhind of ma bck?
u thk u r capable enuf 2 say abt me?
u thk u hv da reasons 2 slander my name in front of ur "precious" frens?
u thk u r fren enuf 2 judge ur fren?
u thk u r clever enuf 2 fool others abt me?

WHO U THK U R BOAR!????

STOP BARKIN BOAR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
STOP CRITIZING me infront of other boars!!!
U DUN HV DA RIGHT!!!!!!!!!
u r such a LOW STANDARD.. CHEAP... N USELESS BOAR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

even i m showin my UGLY face to others wen i m angry dat doesnt mean i purposelly want to!!! i jst cant SMILE o LAUGH wen i m angry!!!!#$%@ i m nt a HYPOCRITE like U!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! if i get angry.. i hv my own reasons.. if u dun knw me.. plz SHUT ur EFFING BOAR'S mouth!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! CHEAP BOAR!!!!!!!!!!!!

LOOK DOWN ON U!!!!!! C.H.E.A.P HYPOCRITE BOAR!!!!!!!!!!!

做人难，做女人更难
女人本来就比较敏感
所以会很在意
就算是一些琐碎事
可能我神经线太发达
所以反应会很大
又或许是我心胸不够宽
忍不了
所以很容易发脾气
我不知道
最近情绪比较不稳定
就像天气
我也知道酱会让很多人受不了
更让你痛心
对不起
真的对不起
可是我真的很在意
我也知道你很难作
在我和他们之间
我也很难控制我的情绪
我也很不明白我自己
我也讨厌这样的我
对不起

不爽你咯!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

ish!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i dunu wats ur prob lo....... i try 2 b nice 2 u.... yet.. wat did i gt????? been left out lo........ gd la u................ fine...!!!! i reali dunu wat i can say 2 u odi... i reali vy damn TIRED of dis odi.... i hv 2 balance 2 side..... bt u din even appreciate... i knw... i m jst a piece of shit in ur eyes... den y i hv 2 make myself like dat anymor?!!!!!!!!!! worthless............ reali gekkk.... u bu shuang me fine la... bt y u wan make evy1 dun like me.... HA??!!!!! oki lo.... go ahead la........ i shud knw dis wen i saw u did dis b4 2 sum1... i shud knw da nex 1 is me.............. i oso 不稀罕 la........................... i hv my own life ma....... wat i choose is my business lo.... y u geh po so mch until hv 2 do dis 2 me....?!!! dis is TOO OVER odi lo!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! FED UP OF U!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

转眼...
只剩下十天了...
舍不得...
我不想回去。。。
因为那里没有温暖....
没有庇护...
没有安全感...
只有残酷舞台.....
冷冰冰的四面墙...
幸好还有一些些知心朋友
不然不知怎么熬
也许是我太多愁善感
也许是有太多的不安
面对残忍挑战
有点不堪
may GOD bless me

HOM3 sweet homE~

dis is my 1st time 1 person go bck....一个人的旅行.... oki oki lo... gt a bit scare scare yet quite enjoy.... Mmm.. bt jst bck 2 ah tae hse la.. den he fetch me 2 airport... thx wo... make u hv 2 wake up at 5am.. vy ps... ^^ Mmm... n these pics r my father's garden pic n oso da flowers around my home...... nvr tot they wil b so beautiful.... XD

althg my life= sadness... bt 2day gt sumthg reali makes me feel vy sweet n happi~~~ YEaHhhhh~~~~~~~~!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! reali surprises me lo... walao ehhhh.... my feeling jst like after playin solero.... woo HOoooo!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! XD

最烂人生奖非我莫属

言道人生如戏

我的人生就是一本最烂的剧本。最烂的戏！

最烂的事都发生在我身上

最烂的人都被我遇上

最烂的朋友都找上我

最烂的爱情也缠上我

最冤枉的事都赖到我

最最最惨的一切都爱上我

我等待的总是落空。我爱的总是离我而去。

真的很闲

真不明白

唉....

人生=悲哀

stupid exhibition setup!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

ISH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! 2day stupid exhibition setup time is 8 am... bt den... 10 am den start!!!! wat oo? make ppl wait 2 hours... i odi guess dou liao de.... stupid lecture...... evybody says 2day gv marks lo..... den i go de ma... if nt!!! i NRV wil go de lo.... HUH!!!! make me so bu shuang!!!! wanna sleep lo!!!! bt den oso gt happy times la... like eat breakfast wif wj, li ling n juny.... aiZz long time no eat breakfst liao... =.= hiahia XD n oso go tbr wif zhen yu n dragon ball.. i gan yuan walk 2 tbr rather den stayin inside dat stupid sport complex.. ming2 gt aircon bt dun wan open.. han lui til like dis.. super duper HOT lo...!! 简直虐待 aa!!! n 2mrw wan wear dress n make up..... gt a bit dislike n ma fan lo... zzz.. wan go ther earlier 1 hour lagi.... y wanna treat me like dis??? T.T 555~ sadness......... bt i REN..... >< wait 4 6 more days den i m RELIEF!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! y3aH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!




walk 2 TBR vy hot aa.. bt wen i bought dis... WA...!! terus cold dwn man~!!! ^^

2day go 顺顺来dinner~ den go jusco gai2 =)

long time no drink XD

Candy HouSe

done our final project.. candy hse... so sweet til i cant thn aaa!!! hiehie XD

wu huuu~ clash of the titans babe!!!!

yeAh... long time no movie odi.... 2day june n me wen 2 klcc 4 dis movie.... Mmm... quite nice.... vy chi gek n vy 神化.... it's all abt 希腊神话.... bt it's a bit nt logic too... hwever... i enjoy it vy mch... 2day we might nt able 2 watch n enjoy liao de... bt thx 2 一对父子..... i ask dat little boy dat is Q-ing up de help me buy... i tot he wont wan de bt he did so.... so... we was like... YEAHHHH!!!!!!!!! hiahiahia.... n i bought sumthg 4 sum1 special..... n wen 2 cold storage gai2 a while.... hiehiehiehie~ 2day is quite tired cz i jst sleep for 4 hours oni =.= bt is fun too.......... ^^

emo

情绪是很烦人的东西...
有时在不该生气的时候生气....
在不该伤心的时候伤心....
在不该沉默的时候沉默....
很难控制...
很emo

最累的是装没事...
嘻嘻哈哈过日子...

又有谁知道&明白我真正的心情呢?
又有谁会懂我的心呢?
又有谁会在乎呢?
我又为什么就不能潇洒地释怀呢?
这太不像我了...
连我自己也越来越搞不懂自己了......
悲哀..

这一切没人能了解
因为他们不是我

大概就只有在这里才能发泄我自己吧.........
多希望什么都没发生过....
一切能回到原点...
就不会像现在一样..........

真想做一只小鸟
飞得远远的
离开这一切
无解
我还是必须面对现实

其实我要的东西很简单
但是往往烟消云散
为什么就那么难?
我不明白
也不会明白

我累了．真的累了．伤了. 怕了．没勇气了
没信心了．不敢奢望了．不相信了．彷徨了

算了
就让一切随风而散吧....
就当是做了一场梦吧....
我也该醒来了
即使孤身面对
只是不知该怎么醒来
很难
但是再难我也要撑过去....
因为我是

....傅恩慈....

AiZzz.. wat a day................. =.=

xian lo..... 2day go pay hostel fee den heavy rain... din bring umbrella sum more... eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.... stuck in old CITC ther 4 like 1 hour man....... damn shoi lo... zzz....... no more nex time!! bt after dat we go CITC(college de free cyber XD)
i nvr tot guo wei wil cum pei us wo... gt car go bck hostel dun wan bt wan pei me n june aa... hiehie... guo ran is 难兄难弟!!! gud!!!!!! hiehiehie...... den 2nite go MU cc 4 3 hours lagi.... n nw.... in front of laptop again... feel like 电脑狂 lol.... hiahiahia XD


cant c da rain clearly rite? hp cam jst 2.o nia... ><


waterfall =.=lll


so heavy rain aa....... raining cats n dogs man....


new CITC

不想找寻希望

因为

不想再次失望

抹不去的回忆

如今成了过去

怎样才能忘记

我是多么爱你

真心换来荆棘

我从来不曾怪你

天空还它给你

是因为我太爱你

不舍见你委屈

翅膀把它还你

希望没有我你能更加开心

walao!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! y u so 38?!!! ppl de thg ppl punya pasal la!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! u go n tel 4 wat??!!!!!!!!!! sei 8 po....!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i reali hate ur MOUTH lo!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! labuan ppl memang labuan ppl... 38 num 1!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! mind ur own business la!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i hate 2 cum bck labuan is like dis de lo... wan happy happy enjoy my 1 month oni holiday oso cant.. jiak sai la!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! if nt my family here... even u gv me free 2 live my entire life here i oso DUN WAN lo!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! 38 ppl wil hv their bao ying de.... u wait dat 4 urself la!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

konichiwa blog... long time no c... dis tuesday lehh... my hostel gang n me wen to 1 Utama!!!!!! really CRAZY....... wen ther like for 12 hours... jst bought 1 shirt.. swt ==lll reali siao.... all ther de thgs so so SOOooo expensive.... @.@ n i discovered a cuT3... PuFfy.... DeliCious.... CReAm pufF~!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! 4rm japan de ooh..... da brand name is beard papa... hiahia.. cute leh? bt really damn expensive..... 1 piece 3.80.. pok lo....... T.T...


i ever c dis puff in a japanese drama... 绝对男友.... nice drama.. go watch.. pps gt.. dis puff lehhh... bok bok cui outside... da outside de sugar powder vy sweet..... in side leh... da cream soft soft de lo..... taste like haven......... 吃了有恋爱的fuu Ooh~!!! sweet sweet.... wanna EAT MORE la!!!!! bt no $$$ liao... sadness...... >< hwever.. quite enjoy wen we shop ther..... hiehie....


i m cumin bck lo labuan.... stupid xian island....... bt i miZzz my family la.... bck home mummy n hui go miri... so... no chicken soup lo..... aiZzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz... wait u aa mummy.. i wan CHICKEN SOUP~!!!!!! n... happy holiday 2 all tarcians... although i thk evy1 wil bored to death...... 1 month oni.. mst enjoy too... hv a nice day ^^ n tugushipayo crabcrab... >.<.. T.T...