wu huuu~ clash of the titans babe!!!!

yeAh... long time no movie odi.... 2day june n me wen 2 klcc 4 dis movie.... Mmm... quite nice.... vy chi gek n vy 神化.... it's all abt 希腊神话.... bt it's a bit nt logic too... hwever... i enjoy it vy mch... 2day we might nt able 2 watch n enjoy liao de... bt thx 2 一对父子..... i ask dat little boy dat is Q-ing up de help me buy... i tot he wont wan de bt he did so.... so... we was like... YEAHHHH!!!!!!!!! hiahiahia.... n i bought sumthg 4 sum1 special..... n wen 2 cold storage gai2 a while.... hiehiehiehie~ 2day is quite tired cz i jst sleep for 4 hours oni =.= bt is fun too.......... ^^

emo

情绪是很烦人的东西...
有时在不该生气的时候生气....
在不该伤心的时候伤心....
在不该沉默的时候沉默....
很难控制...
很emo

最累的是装没事...
嘻嘻哈哈过日子...

又有谁知道&明白我真正的心情呢?
又有谁会懂我的心呢?
又有谁会在乎呢?
我又为什么就不能潇洒地释怀呢?
这太不像我了...
连我自己也越来越搞不懂自己了......
悲哀..

这一切没人能了解
因为他们不是我

大概就只有在这里才能发泄我自己吧.........
多希望什么都没发生过....
一切能回到原点...
就不会像现在一样..........

真想做一只小鸟
飞得远远的
离开这一切
无解
我还是必须面对现实

其实我要的东西很简单
但是往往烟消云散
为什么就那么难?
我不明白
也不会明白

我累了．真的累了．伤了. 怕了．没勇气了
没信心了．不敢奢望了．不相信了．彷徨了

算了
就让一切随风而散吧....
就当是做了一场梦吧....
我也该醒来了
即使孤身面对
只是不知该怎么醒来
很难
但是再难我也要撑过去....
因为我是

....傅恩慈....

AiZzz.. wat a day................. =.=

xian lo..... 2day go pay hostel fee den heavy rain... din bring umbrella sum more... eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.... stuck in old CITC ther 4 like 1 hour man....... damn shoi lo... zzz....... no more nex time!! bt after dat we go CITC(college de free cyber XD)
i nvr tot guo wei wil cum pei us wo... gt car go bck hostel dun wan bt wan pei me n june aa... hiehie... guo ran is 难兄难弟!!! gud!!!!!! hiehiehie...... den 2nite go MU cc 4 3 hours lagi.... n nw.... in front of laptop again... feel like 电脑狂 lol.... hiahiahia XD


cant c da rain clearly rite? hp cam jst 2.o nia... ><


waterfall =.=lll


so heavy rain aa....... raining cats n dogs man....


new CITC

不想找寻希望

因为

不想再次失望

抹不去的回忆

如今成了过去

怎样才能忘记

我是多么爱你

真心换来荆棘

我从来不曾怪你

天空还它给你

是因为我太爱你

不舍见你委屈

翅膀把它还你

希望没有我你能更加开心

walao!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! y u so 38?!!! ppl de thg ppl punya pasal la!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! u go n tel 4 wat??!!!!!!!!!! sei 8 po....!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i reali hate ur MOUTH lo!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! labuan ppl memang labuan ppl... 38 num 1!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! mind ur own business la!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i hate 2 cum bck labuan is like dis de lo... wan happy happy enjoy my 1 month oni holiday oso cant.. jiak sai la!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! if nt my family here... even u gv me free 2 live my entire life here i oso DUN WAN lo!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! 38 ppl wil hv their bao ying de.... u wait dat 4 urself la!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

konichiwa blog... long time no c... dis tuesday lehh... my hostel gang n me wen to 1 Utama!!!!!! really CRAZY....... wen ther like for 12 hours... jst bought 1 shirt.. swt ==lll reali siao.... all ther de thgs so so SOOooo expensive.... @.@ n i discovered a cuT3... PuFfy.... DeliCious.... CReAm pufF~!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! 4rm japan de ooh..... da brand name is beard papa... hiahia.. cute leh? bt really damn expensive..... 1 piece 3.80.. pok lo....... T.T...


i ever c dis puff in a japanese drama... 绝对男友.... nice drama.. go watch.. pps gt.. dis puff lehhh... bok bok cui outside... da outside de sugar powder vy sweet..... in side leh... da cream soft soft de lo..... taste like haven......... 吃了有恋爱的fuu Ooh~!!! sweet sweet.... wanna EAT MORE la!!!!! bt no $$$ liao... sadness...... >< hwever.. quite enjoy wen we shop ther..... hiehie....


i m cumin bck lo labuan.... stupid xian island....... bt i miZzz my family la.... bck home mummy n hui go miri... so... no chicken soup lo..... aiZzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz... wait u aa mummy.. i wan CHICKEN SOUP~!!!!!! n... happy holiday 2 all tarcians... although i thk evy1 wil bored to death...... 1 month oni.. mst enjoy too... hv a nice day ^^ n tugushipayo crabcrab... >.<.. T.T...

Life

My life is full of lies, betrays, unfair, injustice, and all kind of shits happens in my poor suckin hell life... i dun gt it... y i hv 2 bear dis kind of suckin stuff? do i deserve dis????? y i alwas gt into da shit dat i didnt even do it?!!!! i hate being FITNAH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i reali HATE it!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i reali din do ba!!!!!!!!!!!!!! if i reali did i sure wil admit it... 敢做敢当ma!!!!! wat 2 fear of??!! i hate my life!!!!!!!! i truely hate it!! y i hv 2 live my life so pity????!! i reali dun understand!!


nobody wil understand hw i feel..


bt in da end of dis... i learn nt 2 trust... nt 2 b so gud 4 those who dun even worth it... learn nt 2 express myself 2 mch wen i m bu shuang... learn 2 bear da unfair...... learn 2 b tough like a damn hard rock.....

i wont chg my attitude 2 b fake like those fakers out ther.. i wont force myself 2 love da thgs i hate... wat 4?!!! i wont admit da thgs i din even do it...!!! i dun wanna care ppl 2 mch anymore bcz as hw much i care as hw mch it hurts..... i wil b independent...


Life is hard, live it hard!!